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Wished

Wished I could type my heart out. Wished you knew how hard I’m trying. Wished you felt the same. Most importantly, wished I could stop this.

 

 

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Reruns

That morning when you came over at 9am to accompany me to my interview. Nights that you appear below my block 45 minutes after our argument. Wishes and food after fights. The “I miss you.” and receiving a text 30 minutes later “Come down now, I’m at your place”. Night that you stayed awake despite being tired because I couldn’t fall asleep. Sending me to tuition and picking me up from tuition 1 hour 30 minutes later because that’s how much you want to spend time with me. Nights you couldn’t sleep because we weren’t okay. Fights that last for more than a day. Long walks. Talking for hours, not realizing it 4 in the morning but still reluctant to go home. Driving as slow and as smooth because I fell asleep on the way home. Laughing so hard my cheek hurts. Taking the longer route home. Giving in to my whining on a school day to go home a “bit” later even though it was 2 in the morning. The many cheeky surprises: Turning into MS for movie and ice cream instead of going for MPS, Pretending to go pass Sylvester Ipod to bring me for random icecream trips. Suppers. Sending me home whenever possible. Holding my hand. Cuddles. Drop whatever you are doing to come accompany me. Treats for silly occasions. Not being able to sleep because you know something is bothering me. Singing along to stupid songs. Being forgiving when I throw tantrums like a 5 year old. Bugging me to come over earlier because you miss me. “Take cab here please, I wanna see you like as soon as possible.”  Handwritten cards. Long messages. Letting me know I’m your world. Flew to Bangkok to surprise me. MSN conversations. Making ABC soup for me when I’m sick. Tummy rubs. Day spend humoring me because I’m pissy thanks to Menses. Waiting 20 minutes outside my workplace to pick me up (Surprise). When we are out at Chinese Restaurant you put my bowl of rice onto a plate. Take out the eeky parts of the dishes for me. Terms of endearments.Morning cuddles.  Affections. Treating me like I’m the only one that mattered. Watching movie together on the bed. Wrestles. Catching. Piggyback Rides. My picture as your wallpaper on your desktop and phone……………………

and the so many more but its really time to sleep because I have to wake up in 3 hours time for school.

I’m only at april 2010.

Keep Pretending

Kindle

Hahaha I’m using the felt gift bag Mandy got me for Christmas because I haven’t get down to buying a cover. #sloth.

 

W got me a Kindle, not for any special occasion, just because he knows much I enjoy reading but have been depriving myself because

1. books in Singapore are so expensive.
2. Bookdepository takes a looooooooooooooooooooong long time to ship my books over. (I’m a very impatient person. Ha.)

I was rejecting the idea of having a kindle because

1. I don’t want him to spend any unnecessary money on me
2. It will hinder my book collection. Hehe, we always talked about having a mini library and board games room.

Heheheh, hate to agree with what he said earlier last week, because he’s a very anal boyfriend that likes to put things IN MY FACE, but well.. I gotta agree. I love Kindle. I finished 1 book, 59% and 30% on two other books within 2 weeks.